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Pull a card. As often as you like.

For when your mind won’t settle and you can’t tell what you actually need.

This is the Kundalini Blessings deck, the one I made and have been reading from since 2009 — and my artwork, read the same way. It won’t tell you what’s going to happen. Nothing can. What a good pull does is quiet the noise long enough that you hear the thing you already suspected, and then it hands the decision back to you.

First

The Fast Inner Reset, then the cards.

My guidebook has said this since 2010: settle yourself before you pull. A reading you take while your chest is tight is a reading you argue with. So we do the reset first — and the deck shuffles while you do it.

Sit where you are. Feet on the floor.

Let your eyes rest on something still: a candle, a plant, one of my pieces.

Let your breath slow down on its own.

Soften your shoulders.

Land in your own center.

Now pull.

What the membership adds

Keep coming back to yourself.

Inside the Coming Home Membership you get the guided practices, the daily card draw (my art cards or the Kundalini Blessings cards, your choice), and a live meditation with me every month.

And you’re not doing it by yourself. There are other women in there doing the same practices in the same week you are.

$33 a month, or $333 for the year — two months free. Cancel any time from your account.

Four Kundalini Blessings cards laid out on a walnut table, two pairs of hands either side of the spread

And the deeper layouts

Four more spreads, inside.

These are the layouts from the guidebook. They need more room than a three-card pull, so they live in the membership alongside the meditations.

7 cardsThe Flying Bird

What needs to take flight, and what needs to fly away. Left wing receptive, right wing active, each card lifting the bird higher.

5 cardsThe Diamond

For when you need to see one thing clearly. Five facets — the issue, what you can't see, what you can, what it needs, and the understanding that resolves it.

8 cardsThe Key

For the door you haven't opened. What's repressed, your passive and active sides, and insight into the body, the heart and the being.

10 cardsThe Celtic Cross

The full one. Old patterns and new, what you're attracting, what you're denying, and where it's all heading.

Gurudarshan at a kitchen counter with the Kundalini Blessings guidebook open and cards beside her coffee

If you want the real thing

The deck in your hands is different.

Shuffling actual cards, feeling for the one your hand stops over, laying them out on a table — that’s the practice this is a version of. Forty cards and the full guidebook, $44.